itsaFREAK!!!
Can some1 tel me why isit so??? NO, there isnt such a person.. i search in vain. Oneself has gotta have the answer.. somewhere.. known/unknown...im FED UuuuuUUUUUuuP!!!
a frd ask me last nite, y was i still wkrg where im wrkg nw since i have been so pissed @ this bloody plc.. i couldnt ans..my mind was a total blank. I guess i jus a luv n hate affair?
EB ask me a similar qns b4. She ask wat do i think she can help me wif? i was speechless actually..i was taken aback by the qns.. it made me felt as if i should not have been ther. Was it a redundant visit? only EB could tel the ans.. i nv did know i went with the hope to get an answer out everytime i step into the room. That nv happen again eversince i was told so, which i guess, made my tears rolled eventually. Bcos the remarks deem true afterall though i nv did realise earlier.. Some point of time, i shld stop going.. when? i have no idea. But i gotta admit that the idea did came across my mind b4..Could it be soon? I have a BAD feeling, that i will repeat my practice.. without prefessional advice. Ha.
i dont lik the nw me.. and yeh, its nothing new..
"The words drink our thought before we had time to recognize it.
Our words are only the reflection of our states of mind, sometimes they fly away and swarm on heavy hearts of sadness, sometimes they are buried, escaping from shame to have been the mirror of our darkness... "
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